The look on her face when he suggested she could have used him when he was vulnerable, somehow bargained her way back to freedom over his body, made it clear that he was right. She shifted uncomfortably and wrapped her arms around herself. "I... thought about... That's why I didn't contact anyone even after I was sure you were stable. There was no way to know what kind of shape you'd be in when you woke up - if you woke up - I wasn't about to hand you over to the military when their interests would not have necessarily been in your best interests."

As for his question, well. "I don't know. If you were trying to die, you picked a time when you would do the most good." After a moment, her thought snapped into place. "You weren't... considering...?"

(Doing something like that again, she doesn't finish.)